Does this make me gay?
My best friend and I are both 30. And known each other since we were 10.
Since, we were 13, I have been ass f****** him almost every day. We work for the same, I pick him up for work every morning.
But before we go to work, he opens the kitchen door naked. Bends over the table and we have a*** s**. When i drop him off, we go into the kitchen he strips, we again do a***. We have always gone bareback and I c** inside him.
I'm married and love my wife, we have s** every morning also before I leave for work. The s** with her is fantastic she is a complete w**** in bed.
But am I gay?
My friend is the only guy I have ever been with. We never kiss and he does not blow me.
It just from that first time at 13, when he pulled off his shorts and bent over and offered me his ass, I want to f*** him.
When I see his naked body, my c*** gets super hard. And the s** is the best . I also can last to 30 minutes with him.
He never has had a girlfriend and I'm the only person he had ever been with.
I don't want to give up our a*** sessions.
Am I gay or a s** addict?