Young gay in love them betrayed
I'm 18 now. When I was 13, I was in love with my friends father James. I think he sensed my gayness. He would constantly touch me when I went to the house. And when my friend had pool parties, James always found a way to be naked at the same time as me.
One day I went over to swim but forgot my friend was going with his mother to his cousin for the weekend. Jamed had just gotten out of the shower and was in his robe, invited me in and said it was OK to use the pool. He said change in his room and I was naked when he came in. He took off his robe and was naked and his c*** was hard.
I was scared, he looked at me and said, "This has been a long time coming, I'm making love to you now." James picked me up and placed me on the bed and kissed me, I kissed back and started to cry. I said, "I love you but I'm a virgin, I don't know what to do." He replied " I'll teach you". I second later his mouth was on my small c*** sucking. It felt so good. Then he swung his body around his c*** touched my lips and I let it enter my mouth and sucked like him. We did it for 5 minutes and then I really came for the first time, he swallowed. I kept sucking, he said he going to c**, if you really love me you'll swallow my c**. He came so much I gagged but swallowed.
James kissed me and said I was a natural and having a c*** in me was what I was made for. We kissed and touched each other and soon his fingers exploded my ass with lube. And hour later, my virginity was gone my ass filled with his c**.
For 2 years we met several times a week, I cut school constantly to be with him and receive a***, he trained my body and came from a***. I was 15 and was so in love James and sexually satisfied. I loved being his little gay f*** toy, but I was failing school. My parents were very angry with me. Then my world fell apart, James was arrested for having a*** s** with his 13 year old nephew, they had started when boy was 7.
I felt so betrayed, but said nothing about s** with James, I loved he so much. Being with an other man gave me incredible pleasure and heartbreak.
Since then I dropped out of school, I have random a*** s** many times each day with old men i meet and pick up. Most is in a nearby public park in a wooded area on a blanket I bring with me. I need a*** pleasure but am dead inside, I want James in me again.