Scared I Gay
I'm an 18 year old guy. My mother is a hardcore heroin addict. And she has let my uncle (her brother) take me anally almost every night since I was 12 in exchange for drug money.
I'm not big, 5 feet and 105 pound and I have been mistaken for a girl many times.
I hate them both, but have no place to go. He not rough during a*** and uses lots of lube, but I'm afraid he made me gay. They force my to wear girls clothes in the house and made me grow my hair long.
Since the first time I got hard as he f***** me. At 13, I started to c** from being ass f*****. They both say See you like it you get hard and c**. You are a f**.
I hate that I c**, why is this happening to me! I hate myself for being gay and c******.
Could they be right? Maybe I am just in denial about gay.