Confused from gay **
I'm a 20 years old Male and until Last Saturday night a virgin.
That might two guy I know came over to drink. They got me really drunk at I couldn't even stand. I don't know how or why it happened as they are not gay. But they put me on my bed, stripped me lubricated my ** and both took turns ** ** me. They both lasted a long time and came in me.
They also videoed the whole thing, I never once said stop I was two drunk.
They kept forcing me to drink and then and hour later force me to blow them and swallow. They kept hitting and slapping me until I did it.
I known they ** me anally and orally. I feel so hurt they did this, but during the both ** ** I got hard and came. Not just a little, but the most intense and best ** of my life.
I also got hard while blowing them.
I am so disgusted with myself that I came that way. Why did I get hard from forced ** **? Why did i ** so hard and why did it feel so good?
I must be gay, I keep think about it and getting hard. I guess thet sensed I was gay and rapping me is what I deserve.
** ** does not make you gay ffs! Just because you enjoyed it doesn’t make you gay either. You were drunk and you enjoyed what normally you’d run away from