I'm insane loner
I'm 16 year old in high school and i'm facing mental problem slowly coming closer and closer to breaking. Some backstory I was a big d*** child in middle school bullinga girl into tears, making fun scucidal boy, etc. As the year grew by I became more racist towards black people(I'm black myself) and started making racial slur starting in 8th grade. I also makes threats at home of harming people(that's as far as I can go), harming myself, live in another world talking to myself. As of right now, I have no friends and having low self-estem waiting to find a new hope in life. Thank you for taking your time to read.