Not sure what to do with life anymore
I feel like the best parts of my life are over and that I have nothing to look forward to anymore. I'm in my 40s and I'm not suicidal and have no thoughts of harming myself in any way but I'm bored with life. I don't enjoy anything anymore and my old friends, who used to like to hang out with me, don't want to hang out anymore; honestly, I'm not even sad about that...it's just a matter-of-fact.
I want my wife to divorce me so that she can find happiness with someone who is social and can make her happy because I don't make her happy anymore. I bring her down. I would just want her to wait until our son is out of high school, which will be three more years.