i hate my birthday
in fact i hate almost every holiday except halloween
people treat me like s***
even my boyfriend said some of the most hurtful things
every day since two weeks before school start til now
(about 2 months from my birthday in march)
people say happy birthday to me every day as a joke
they know i hate it
they dont know i hate my birthday though
but my ex and my two best friends know
is it wrong to tell everyone to just not be happy for me?
that id rather not have presents?
it seems like being prepared for the worst is way better