Selling my wife and myself for money also sharing pics and vids

My wife and i were hard up for cash for a few years so i sold her to random guys for b******* and s**. It started as just a s** show and became much more. As time went on i started selling my ass too. She has watched me get f***** suck c*** etc many times. And i have watched her get f***** and suck so much c***. Now im turned on by it all and fantasize about it. I habe had many guys pay to f*** me and her us both sucking c*** so many guys so much money. Should i feel bad still turns me on. Also love sharing pics and vids i cant help it. Being s**** for cash we both took a lot of f*** i think about it ofte. I convinced her to let our neighbor f*** her for fun he f***** us both first time in years. Anyone else had similar experinces??? Love to hear some feeback