Forced to blow. Now want it all the time

I'm 20, and got drunk 2 months ago at a party. 4 guys brought me to a bedroom . They stripped me and forced me to blow them. They slapped me around until it did it.

I resisted but suck as I couldn't take being hit anymore. They laughed because I hot super hard while sucking them. Then the first one came in my mouth, when the c** it my tongue my body reacted by c****** also.

They had not even touched my c***, I just came. Then the next guy f***** my mouth. When the last one came, I came again.

They left me there naked, later two other guys forced me to blow them.

I'm disgusted with myself, now I'm have been picking up 4 or 5 guys a day for the last two months and blowing them. I'm obsessed with reliving that night and c******.

I'm in a public toilet now and just blew a fat guy 5 minutes ago. He was disgusting but I need to taste c**. I came in my boxers.

I'm so f***** up. Why did I go gay?

Nov 21, 2019

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  • I'm 21, now when I was 18 an older guy who was 20 got me really drunk. I was a virgin I had never been with a girl or guy. I couldn't even stand. He stripped me and fingered my ass, I got hard and after a few minutes came from it.

    He said I knew you were gay, and he forced me to blow him. I resisted but he kept hitting me so I just gave in and did it and swallowed.

    He tied me to the bed and then used me for the next 2 days, f****** me ass and mouth. I tried to fight it but I came from being ass f***** every time.

    Finally he let me go. But he said zyou'll be back, your a f**, who c*** from being ass f*****.

    I was disgusted by what happened, but thought he must be right. I was gay or I wouldn't have c**. I cried all day, but got hard thinking about and jerked myself as I fingered my own ass.

    That night I went back, and begged to have it again. He f***** me for the next six months. I was his submissive. Then dumped me.

    I'm lost without him, for 2 years now i pick up two or three guys on s** dating site to use me. I c** but it not the same.

    I want my master so much.

  • I'd hang out with the older teenage guys down by the train trestle that crosses the river. They'd swim naked but I shyly kept my underpants on because I prepubescent. Early on a Saturday morning one of the boys pushed passed my full pouty lips and finished in my mouth and all over my face. We kept it secret for a little while but the other boy's soon had to get some and I was eager. A week later I clung to the grassy bank straddling the muddy river bottom. I watched my boys white cotton panties floating slowly on the surface while the six boy's took their turns. My quivering innocence filled with their throbbing boyhood that curiously squirted a warmth that was so good.

  • But Blaine likes to sit on top of people's stomachs at school recess

  • You always were. That night of forced oral, allowed your body to show you, what your mind repressed all your life.
    A guy like you needed to be forced so you could accept, that you need to be orally breed several times a day.

    My friend was like you. He denied his need for mens c**** and c**. But was forced by two guys. And swallowed.

    He satisfies his c** need, by selling his mouth for $40 a BJ to multiple men each day. It mostly married men. He swallows 10 men a day. He has not had to work in 3 years now and get all the c** he needs.

  • Wow lucky guy

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