i love you
and i hate you.
you made my life a living h***, but somehow its not right without you. i will never be fully happy if you aren't in my life, but when you are it always results in problems.
trouble is, you know you have a hold on me and you use it to your advantage, even if you say you genuinely care. hopefully a decent guy without all these complications will change all of this, i'm just afraid he will never be enough cause hes not you :S
- i know i sound pathetic, but i don't even care. i just hope somebody must be able to relate to that :/