i love you

and i hate you.
you made my life a living h***, but somehow its not right without you. i will never be fully happy if you aren't in my life, but when you are it always results in problems.
trouble is, you know you have a hold on me and you use it to your advantage, even if you say you genuinely care. hopefully a decent guy without all these complications will change all of this, i'm just afraid he will never be enough cause hes not you :S
- i know i sound pathetic, but i don't even care. i just hope somebody must be able to relate to that :/

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  • I can definitely relate to that. I am currently back with my boyfriend who was a reformed weed smoker. He has started smoking again and as a result is treating me like crap and very self absorbed. Also he has cheated on me in the past in which I left for 6 months. I'm not even sure and strongly doubt that I still love him, but then why would I still be here? I don't know either.

  • I DEFINITELY relate to that honey. I'm right where you are now. Hang in there kid. Nothing lasts forever.

  • I know the feeling but when you find someone that blows the other person out of the water you will know what to do. It is hard and it takes time. Until you have a reason to change you won't. Hopefully that will change soon enough. Bad people don't deserve good people, unless they earn them.

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