Why I care
I've only told you one lie, and I wish I could bring myself to admit it to you. You don't understand why I still care about you so much, even after the hurt you put me through, and even after all this time. The reason I still care is because even after all this time, I'm still in love with you.
I just wish you'd finally leave him instead of talking about it, not because I wish we were together, but because you deserve so much better.