Dad forced gay **
Im a 22 year old guy. My father ** my ** almost every night from 15 until 18. He would tied me to the head and foot boards and then take me twice a night leaving me ** between sessions. After the 3rd night he did it I came at 15 for the first time. When I came he went crazy and he ** my ** so hard my ** bled for two days. I was disgusted with myself that i came. I was only 15 and thought I must be sick and deserve this because I would get hard as he tied me up.I started to ** every time he ** me. Then it stopped completely on my 18th birthday.
Every night I waited for him. I started using the ropes on myself. I was so desperate for what he did and to feel it again, I ** my own ** with a wooden baseball base. It was agony and to big for my **, but inserted it until I came. It wasn't the same.
Two weeks later I went to him with ropes from my bed and begged to be ** again. Dad takes me know several times a day really brutally and with very little lub. I'm in agony as I'm ** but I ** so hard now i pass out almost every time.
I'm so ** up and sick sexually. I want incestuous ** from him.I enjoy and want to be ** by my father. I need for him to commit ** ** to get sexual satisfaction. Only he can get me hard and make me **.
We are both home because of the virus and I have been used so many times. My ** is so sore, my ** hurts from **.
I want to die, but also want the pain and pleasure.
I can possibly understand 2nd hand ** like cousins. However I don't think mothers and fathers, sisters, brothers should be having ** with each other. I understand you grew up and are now happily married and congratulations on that. But I belive not everyone can distinguish the difference between just testing and what the relationship is suppose to be. Also isn't it technically cheating on your father with your mother? Or did they have a open relationship. That part is also confusing. I think it's just weird especially when it's direct family. I think I'm gonna leave these forms tbh. It's more ** and pedos than anything and the comments usually ** **. Again I'm glad you grew up happy I wish that for everyone in the end. Unless your a pedo or ** then yeah
Hi, thanks for you reply. I personally think it's good to have these debates on subjects such as ** and what's considered acceptable family dynamics. We are of the same opinion when it comes to children and they should be left alone and nothing sexual should happen. Although, sibling experimentation does happen but that is maybe another subject or is it? I think we all have our own preferences when it comes to sexual preferences eg being gay, bi, blond, brunette, ** with relatives etc. I too believe that not everyone can distinguish the difference between just testing and what the relationship is suppose to be but that's the problem because what felt right for me may not feel to another. Which is why only adults should be allowed to have a sexual relationship with family members. It's only right for people like me to have that choice. My mother had divorced my father in my early years so there wasn't any cheating. I don't agree with cheating at all. Nor do I agree with **, anything to do with animals or children that is just completely wrong. Try not to leave this site as I believe debates are healthy and creates understanding between people and our differences.