Just get your sister or moms underwear

I already done it

Get some of your sisters or mothers dirty panties. You won't believe how nice they are.

Completely normal, but slow down and learn to love your hand again. Your brain is wired for s**, when you feel desperate for that external touch that's instinct kicking in to go find a girl to share your experiences. Girls at 14 don't seem to be into s** as much as boys are, so this is your problem to learn to deal with.
M********* as much as you need, try to do it at home, catch your c** in a tissue or toilet paper and flush it.
Your brains fantasies may get weird and scare you, that's okay too, learn what you like and realize they are just fantasies.

I agree boys at your age are more into s** and satisfying themselves than girls.

When I was 14, (20 years ago) i was amazed how many guy (especially older guys) would give me blow jobs or let me f*** their ass.

One it happened the first time, I rarely had to j*** myself. I had a steady supply of guys mouths or ass to c** into. I'm married now but still have 3 older men who I use 2 or 3 times each every week.

Same s*** over and over

What do you mean you that?