I have been drinking my pee during quarantine

I am a submissive bi male who loves to suck c***, get spanked and get f***** by black men. I have a few regulars who are very DOM. Recently, I have allowed them to p*** on me and I liked it. I then began to taste it and I liked it... the end of every encounter is now the same... they c** on my face and I wait around for them to have to p***. I see this as the ultimate reward for a sub, to receive the DOM's golden nectar!
Since the "shelter in place" orders have grounded much of my activity, I began to taste my own pee... I liked it. I usually drink a few cups a day. Am I a complete deviant?