I'm far more terrified of the future

I am terrified too. "what are you going to do with your life? you are so intelligent, beautiful, you have EVERYTHING going for you! You graduated college, what profession are you going into?" I DON'T KNOW. Am I lazy? I don't have any drive to make anything spectacular out of myself. I LIKE being a hippie who has fun all the time and doesn't have any worries.

^^^ lol wut