Although everyone knows me as a straight, I'm a gay
I'm 19, and I seem like a normal man. But I started to notice I'm a gay for about 8 years ago. My friends, my parents, everyone know me as a normal man. I've been hiding that as a secret for years, and I'm tired now. I want to say this to someone because I can't live with this secret anymore. I'm in pain, and I'm suffering. But I scare from people's reactions, maybe my friends may leave me. People I love can negatively change their opinions about me. By the way, I'm not living in Europe, so in my country being a gay isn't nice. That is, I don't know what I should do.