Love Of My Life 😍

I have been very shy around girls since childhood. I had a huge crush on a girl in schoolπŸ₯°, it was so strong that I didn't even for a second thought about any other girl. And I didn't even imagine much of sexual tension between us, but just something so pure was there. I wish I could feel that way again for somebody πŸ˜”. I was like one of hundreds of friends to her, but she was so special to me. We lived close by and went to same tuition for sometime, I used to walk her home and I was so shy, I would just walk faster and stay ahead of her, never tried to connect to her beyond basic friendshipπŸ˜”. The worst part is I took Science for her, as she took it too. But she quickly changed to Commerce and I couldn't do that as my parents were too happy about science. That was it for me, and I basically didn't see her anymore.

All of this happened so suddenly, I just wish I had utilized my time with her or just... nothing else.

After her I haven't been able to feel that strongly about any other girl and that annoys me so much.

Currently I would just like to have a simple relationship with a girl who I can understand and share my thoughts with. P.S. I have never been in any kind of relationship other than one sided love.

I maybe kinda average looking, but really I am smart, thoughtful and loving in nature, I just hope there is someone to whom I could show my trueself to.

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  • Dont worry that you have not had one relationship. I have had 6 girfriends before i met my wife. Life is interesting. You be surprised when you meet the one who is your true love. I had fallen for a girl before whom i thought she was it but now i look back and feel that we were not it. I love my wife she is amazing, stubborn and gritty but she loves me back as i am the same. You know the reality is that sometimes we think we may have missed the chance but in reality you are young and full of hope. You will find the girl who you wake up to in the middle of the night and do the smallest amount of movemwnt to wake them up since you know she has a busy day tomorrow and you want to make sure she sleeps through the night undisrurbed.

    Dont worry a bit she is there when you least expect it. First hand experience πŸ˜ƒ from me

  • Thank you for this. 😊

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