ugh
i have become uncapable of forming intimate, romantic relationships with anyone anymore. i have messed up too much by sleeping with many guys very, very quickly. then i try to build on that and it never works.i put so much hope that the ** will be good enough for the guy to stay but no. and when a guy gets too close i feel trapped. all the guys i like its just ** and finished. i am at a loss. i put so much hope into having ** that everything will be ok and its not. i have accepted my fate as a ** object that is un- fall-in-lovable. no guy, after several ** partners, has ever told me they love me, like me, or want to be my girlfriend. that is so depressing
Where exactly are you meeting these guys?