Panty love

My wife has gone completely off ** due to the menopause although she usually wanks me off every couple of weeks or so as she feels guilty. I’m fine with this and trying to understand, I don’t put any pressure on her at all bout it, although I long so much to be touching her and going down on her, even just a glimpse of her body would turn me on. She even lets me play with myself in front of her when she’s not wanting to. I have a high ** drive and love masturbating when possible, she knows this and does let me have her black stockings to tease myself with and ** in. She even lets me keep a pair of her ** in a drawer to ** in to. However lately I’ve been going further with her ** especially her black lacey ones. This week during the Xmas hols she has been at work so I get to lie in later. I’ve have been going through the dirty laundry and removing her dirty ** and take them back to bed to smell them and have started putting them on whilst looking at ** until I’m hard and they are soaked. Once I’ve ** in them I put them back for her to see that they’re covered in my **.
So far she hasn’t mentioned it but I know she knows and is keeping my secret whilst she is off **.