Physical evidence mental evidence i'm not mental retarded person

I'm honest to the LORD GOD on my seven beautiful cousins diamond marshall deja lee neshia phelps destinee marshall ayana phelps teja phelps kirsten harris my one teenager cousin mari marshall lives i'm not mentally retarded i'm mentally slow like the encyclopedia says if i'm lying i must be a gay bob that don't like my seven beautiful cousins diamond marshall destinee marshall ayana phelps deja lee neshia phelps teja phelps kirsten harris but not my one teenager cousin mari marshall if i was is mentally retarded i will commit suicide by cutting off my own head i'm mentally slow believe that