im so dumb

i always want what i cant have
i want one guy who doesnt want me
and one guy who wants me i want him too but i want the other guy as well.

i had s** with both of them, i dont know i hate my emotions

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  • ^The message of SSSSLLLLLLUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTT Has been brought to you by a man who has never had s** in his life.

    He will now return to watching Star Trek in his parent's basement.

  • If I had to guess, I'd guess maybe you didn't have a lot of affection from your father as a child? That is what happened to me, and it for many years led me to relationship problems. I was always trying to recreate the Daddy relationship. Since my Dad didn't give me much attention, I subconsciously craved guys who also didn't give me much attention, because I felt if I 'earned' their love/affection, it would prove I was worth something. Guys who were really into me just bored me, they were no challenge. It didn't feel natural to me. And I had such low self-esteem I thought if a guy really liked me, something must be wrong with him or that he wasn't desirable. That's just me, just a guess.
    Regretful s** - the majority of people have been there. Whatever you do, DON'T have s** with the guy who 'doesn't want you.' S** when you are in love is so incredible, he doesn't deserve s** with you if he isn't totally into you. Please don't set yourself up for more heartache. The emotions s** comes along with are so hard to deal with if the person could take or leave you.

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