Sexual Abuse PTSD

I’m 20 and can finally grow facial hair. I look good with it, but I hate beards because when I was younger, I was sexually abused, and the person had a beard and would kiss me on the neck.

When I see beards, I think of the persons lips wet with liquor and beard touching the back of my neck as his hands were on my hips and crotch on my ass.

I want to be able to live a normal life, but because of that abuse, it is making life harder. I hate the kissing noice and have not had any sexual contact because if it.

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