i cant do it anymore
i dont think i am strong enough to live. the only things i look forward to are being asleep and being drunk, because then i feel like im closer to death. or at least farther from life.
i know it makes me selfish, but i feel like i have no real purpose any more.
My friend has made sure that all the sharps i have are dull enough but i have one he dosent know about.
i might do it tonight. this might be the last thing i ever write, the last thoughts of mine that anyone will ever know.
If they are, i want my friends and family to know this: i love you and im sorry.
-Aleph Bet Shin-
Please, suicide is never an option :( you feel like you have no purpose in life? Search for it! Find something you love, and work on it. Change your habits, just ont give up!
your dumb for wanting to kill yourself, get over it you pansy and get some help! i mean like really, run away or soemthign start a new life somewhere, grow up. get over it there are people in this world who love you and you don't even give a ** about what they think, GET OVER YOURSELF.
Talking so harsh and calling a suicidal person names will only make the matter worse.
call the suicide hotline. now. best of luck.