I Miss you...
I hate the fact that I still think of you. Its been 4 years since we have spoken, I dont know if you are dead or alive. You are still so much a part of my heart. I feel half dead sometimes...I wanted you to know I am happy in my marriage, Most of the time, But who is happy all the time...I have a beautiful baby boy, and He makes me happy all the time...I wish we were able to stay friends..Steve, I miss you. I know writing you that letter before you moved ** up our friendship...even though I meant every word of it...I know we could never be together...ever. But we could of made it as friends...I am sorry, I love you...
I told you to LEAVE ME THE ** ALONE!
Steve