I always go for the wrong guys - the guys who are gorgeous but put in minimal effort. I never go for the ones who are right for me, because they are too short, not the right ethnicity, or have jacked-up teeth. I'm in an unhappiness of my own making.
I wish I could change, but I care too much what people think of me, and that's why I go for these guys - so other girls will be jealous of me, and so other guys think, "Wow, she must really be something, always getting these hot guys."
I'll never have a satisfying, lasting relationship, the way I'm going.