Probably a fool
In the past two months I've been actively pursuing my ex girlfriend who happens to live 2,000 miles away. Everything has been seemingly alright, especially because I've been pretty lax but in the last few days I'm out of my head. There isn't any guarantee that things will lead to us getting back together since she's expressed being afraid to only have eyes for me because she could be missing out on someone else who's better for her. I cheated in the past and have apologized endlessly, but maybe all the positive efforts won't be enough. I'm probably a fool.