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Probably a fool
In the past two months I've been actively pursuing my ex girlfriend who happens to live 2,000 miles away. Everything has been seemingly alright, especially because I've been pretty lax but in the last few days I'm out of my head. There isn't any guarantee that things will lead to us getting back together since she's expressed being afraid to only have eyes for me because she could be missing out on someone else who's better for her. I cheated in the past and have apologized endlessly, but maybe all the positive efforts won't be enough. I'm probably a fool.
OP here:
Yup. That whole endeavor was completely stupid. She carried on a relationship with someone else the whole time. When I confronted her about some evidence I found of her lies she freaked out and blocked me. Couldn't even just admit it .
Let it go. I was in your position once upon a time. Not sure if its a combination of guilt and sadness or a feeling of loneliness but it eats you up and leaves you in quite a compromising position.
You deserve better as much as she deserves it too. This one is not meant to be
Even though I know you're right, it's hard to act on it. There's so much in it and I really can't see myself with anyone else. Tried dating other women but they haven't compared to her.