If you ever see this, I just want you to know im sorry. I never meant for anything to get out of hand at least to this extent. I dont know why i did it or why it even happened. Sorry I lied about what happened that I was disappearing so much. I cant stop thinking about the times we had, all the plans and ideas, the way it must have hurt to hear, the anger and disappointment. I know we're done and you dont even want to deal with me but i just want to say thank you. For everything, if i had another chance to do this all over I'd do my damn hardest to be better for you, I'm just glad that i got to talk to you one last time.