I hate this
You know I've made it to the point where I hate living more thin dying,and I dont really care if I die. However I respect my friends and myself tomuch to take my own life, and yet I cant stop thinking I'd rather be dead. I have to tell a friend and yet I cant. What if I told one of thim and they got scared and told some one that could do reall damage to me. I just dont know what to do I mean come on. If I dont tell some one soon I feel like I'm going to do something I dont want to I mean I already cut you know and I hate that the only reason why I do it is to git away from all the other pain. So now I'm stuck I dont know what to do.