If you ever see this, know I love you still to this day and always will. Know the sun rises and sets with you on my mind and in my heart. Know that even though we both are with someone else, I’d give up everything just to be with you. You were the light to my dark, and without you in my life. I’ve never been more miserable. I wish I could have just held you once, kissed your lips, felt the smoothness of your body, shared myself, and my love with you. I hope you will always be happy, and know I will always hold your memory in the light so I can always find your memory in my dark.