He can't get over it
I was raped in front of my husband. But that is not my confession. I tried submitting this recently but it was rejected by the site, so I will go light go light on the details.
My husband was tied on the floor and forced to watch as two black men bent me over and raped me. Up until then I had only been with two men in my life. My husband and a prior boyfriend. And I will describe both of them as "small" below the belt.
The two men that raped me were very large. Very! My embarrassment and confession come from something I did not expect. During the rape I had more than one very strong o******.
My husband clearly saw that I got off. I didn't mean to and I was mortified.
He has not been able to get over it. He constantly reminds me and accuses me of "enjoying it".