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As a 13 year old girl I was in the room when my parents had **. It happened when we went on vacation to Disney and we shared a room. It was heart pounding. My father was the big male, totally dominating my mother. It was obvious she was their for the ride. He stripped her against her desire, she kept telling him I was in the other bed. But he wanted **. He got her controlled under him and she kept repeating over and over 'the girl, the girl'. Nothing stopped him, she couldn't push him off. After he got off she turned on her side towards me and we locked eyes. She whispered 'I love you' and 'sorry'.
I never did well with passive males. My engine got kick started by older, strong dominant males. I married 'my father'. I'm not good unless he gets me hot, and I sleep better after a good hard mounting. I often lay under my husband replaying that night at Disney, it's recorded in my mind and I can replay it in slow motion.
When i was 13,my bestie,Jenny,who is catholic,was being dressed for her Sacrement of Baptism on Easter sunday mass. She had asked me to come over and be their for her as her 'support' person. I got to her house after breakfast and she was in taking a bath,so i waited for her in the living room.After she got out of the tub,she had a towel wrapped around her and told me to come into her room.Her mom was there waiting for her.She told me to sit at the hed of her bed and she took her towel off and sat down on the edge of her bed and laid back.Her mom set a white box beside her and took the cover off and took out a white large piece of cloth which i realized was a diaper!Jenny took my hand and held as her mom slid the diaper under her,then sprinkled babypowder on her.She then squeezed my hand as her mom brought the diaper up and pinned the corners with diaper pins.I was thinking how weird this is! After her diaper was on her mom then took a pair of white adult size plastic pants out of the box and put her feet into the waist and leg openings and pulled them up her legs and over the diaper!Jenny was holding my hand very tight to where it almost hurt! Her mom then put a white tee shirt on her,then a pair of white lace socks and then white shoes.She then stood up and her mom put a white,poofy,short sleeve,above the knees baptism dress on her and zipped it up the back.Last her mom took a white,baby style bonnet out of the box and put it on Jenny's head and tied it under her chin. I couldn't believe this was my bestie,as she looked just like a 'babygirl'.Her mom told me that this is the baptism outfit all of the girls wear ot their parish for baptisms. To this day i still have visions of her laying on her bed and bieing diapered!