Time To Fulfill a Long Hidden Desire

I am a straight male approaching my 60th year and I have finally decided to carry through with an exciting desire. I have enjoyed a great fetish life as a Dom with a love of discipline. But the time has come to switch things up. I am now seeking to meet a passable M to F Trans for this adventure doing things I’ve never done before. There are two definite, and a third “possible” element to this; Firstly I want to experience a sound bare bottomed spanking with both the hand and hairbrush. I want there to be no playful element in this spanking. I want it long and and I want it hard. Once sufficiently disciplined, it will be time for the second. ..

While suffering the pain of the severe spanking I want to be forced to perform oral. I have only ever received. I want to do it right and strive to give the best ** possible. What happens next depends on whether or not I move forward with the third item… being bent over and ** up the **. I am strongly leaning towards being ** to see what it feels like. If I do take it in the **, I want to feel the hot ** exploding inside me. If it turns out I opt not to get **, I will be required to complete the ** by swallowing the full load.

This experience will be new to me in every aspect so I am open to any tips or suggestions that will assist me in this endeavour. I’m particularly interested in input from other straight guys who have been pegged or ** for real.

Once I get this adventure done, I will update on the full experience.