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Down the rabbit hole
I am already in my late 50's. Was married to a lovely woman once but she decided that another man was better. Told her I was in a couple of gay relationships but it amounted to nothing but sexual. Living alone, I found myself delving into the world of cross-dressing (as a woman), full on makeup and all and even having gone on Kik and Chaterbate, fully madeup and wearing the sexiest lingerie and dresses money could buy. The attention i got was, to say the least, amazing. Lately I have gone the rabbit hole of wanting to become a submissive sissy, **-cages and all. I am able to take a 12 inch long, 3 inch thick **, with little lube, up my "sissy **" but have had a real inside me before. I have begun craving for real ** in my mouth and ** and consider myself to be a sissy-**-**. My deepest desire right now is to be spit roasted by two hung men. The though sends me shivering with excitement but I am also scared. I still live a very "straight" life on normal days but this secret life is becoming overwhelming as it permeates my regular life. As i write this, I am full-on sissy, makeup, dressed, caged and plugged. I am absolutely confused. Feel excited and reckless because I am so wiling to fulfill by deepest sexual desires but cared of being found out. I still prefer women to men but it all so confusing. What am i to do?
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