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I am so stupid
Everyone always tells me I'm smart and that I'm wasting my potential by not applying myself. I hate it when people tell me I'm smart, and you know why? Because I did a very stupid thing. I abused some brain-damaging drugs for about a year in middle school and now I hate myself when I think about how smart I WOULD be by now if I hadn't done such a stupid thing in the first place. That was the biggest mistake of my life and I'll have to suffer with the knowledge that I'm not nearly up to my original potential because of one stupid mistake that led to an addiction.
Maybe some little drugs didn't cause you brain damage, and you're just not as smart as you wish you were. Because typically drugs only cause brain damage in urban legends. LOL
Whats stupid is dwelling on it. We all make mistakes and now live with the outcome. What you do from this point defines you. Since you have no way of knowing if you would have actually been smarter or your life better off there really isn't anything productive about worrying about it.