I Feel So Guilty

I recently lost my virginity at 16 ( days away from turning 17 ) and I feel so bad about it . I've always wanted to lose my virginity at 17 but things happen , I made him wait for 4 1\2 months and I feel so bad about it cause I feel like that wasn't long enough . If I waited until I was actually 17 he would've waited for 6 months and I would've lost my virginity at 17 like I planned . Every time I think about it I call myself stupid or feel guilty because deep down that's what I really wanted . We're still together and I love him very much but that one part of me can't get over how I disappointed myself greatly .

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