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I just want to tell someone..
I don't have anyone in my life that I feel comfortable telling this, so I thought I would share it here. I am interested in what people think of my confession (particularly the women out there that read this). I enjoy cross dressing, and I would do it every day if I could. I am a 44 year old male with an athletic build, so I could never "pass" in public dressed in women's clothing. I usually get away with this by keeping my distance from people, and wearing clothes that aren't completely obviously for women. I can't pinpoint why I enjoy it so much. I think a lot of it has to do with the taboo and potentially being around others (particularly women) while wearing women's clothes and them not noticing it is a real turn on. I do know it is definitely a sexual fetish, and it started with me wearing ** and masturbating with them when I was young. It has turned into being fairly obsessed with women's clothes, and noticing what women wear, looking for bra and panty lines when looking at women and fantasizing about what they have on under their clothes. When I dress, I typically have on a bra, **, jeans or joggers (sometimes shorts, if they aren't too short and obvious) and an active-wear style shirt that is not low cut or v-neck. All this being said, I am not gay, trans, or bi. I do not want to actually be a woman. I am completely heterosexual and I LOVE women and I adore their bodies. It turns me on to be able to feel what women feel when wearing the clothes. They are so much softer and more comfortable, also lightweight and flattering. I don't place myself in highly populated areas when I am cross dressing. Mainly I frequent parks and/or walking trails that I know don't generally have a lot of people around. I have been in close proximity a few times when someone walks by or we meet on a walking trail when going opposite directions. I don't think anyone has ever noticed what I was doing. Part of me wants a woman that I find attractive to notice what I am wearing, but part of me doesn't. It's a strange conflict in my mind. I just know I get really turned on and after about 30 minutes or an hour of doing this, I ** while wearing the clothes. After that, I don't feel the need to wear the clothes any more at all, until the next day or two, or if I see a really attractive woman and I think about it again. I also like to go buy ** and bras and I hope the cashier person is an attractive female so I can see how they react. I have never had one say anything or even smirk, but I still enjoy the taboo so much. Just wondering what people think of this.
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