i don't hate you anymore and i've forgiven you for the way you acted, the coward you were, and the way you made me feel. i don't wish anything bad on you. i'm so sorry you're sick. i hope you find happiness. but i am so petrified of abandonment and commitment since you. i wish you hadn't taken away my sense of security and trust in relationships. i still feel robbed. i wish you could give it back to me.