I love my cousin and idk how to tell her..

I love Dany. I love her so much. There isn't a day that passes that I don't think about her. It sounds weird but it's true. I know it's not right but I can't help it. I saw a future together in my dreams. I don't care what others say. But I just have to let her know how I feel. My feelings will never go away even if she's with someone else. I miss her. I miss the times we had together. I'll never forget each time we spent together. I miss talking to you. You're voice makes me nervous inside. Your smile is gorgeous that I get jealous that others see it. I get so happy whenever I see you. Always thinking to myself how did I get so lucky meeting a woman like you. I wish were together. I wish I was with you right now. I wish we can talk again. And start over... maybe as something different.
I told her how I truly felt with a really long paragraph explaining what I like about her and how my deep my feelings where for her. This happened all like almost 7 months ago. Hoping I get a message back felt like eternity. Finally when she did opened it, she simply left me on read. So lost for words I didn't know how to react. I'm was hoping for something but nothing. So months go by and I unexpectedly see her at a store and said hi like nothing ever happened. Talked for a bit, but nothing of what I said ofc, and went our way at the end. Gave me a hug and a deep smile tho. I'm guessing she took it well? Idk but recently I been wanting to talk to her and tell her in person and finally getting a answer out of all this. I can do it but I just need her to actually met up cause some times she be standing me up for other things when we got plans made out. Then gives a an excuse about why she did that. >_> idc how much times it take to set up a date, I'm gonna tell her next time I see her regardless. I can't hold these feelings for very long. It's just waiting to burst out of me already. Any advice?

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