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Vomiting up my school dinners
During high school I used to have hot dinners, but I hated them and thought the food was awful. I would ask my parents if I could take my own lunches in, but they always said it was cheaper and easier for me to have dinners at school. The food was always bad quality and I'd always end up feeling sick through the afternoon during lessons, so eventually I made a decision.
One afternoon during my first lesson after lunch I put my hand up and asked to go to the toilet, to my slight surprise the teacher let me go and I made my way to the girls' toilets. Luckily they were empty, so I locked myself in a cubicle and made myself ready. Nervously I bent over the toilet and put my fingers down my throat, feeling quite scared but also desperate to rid myself of what was making me feel so sick. I had been worried it wouldn't work, but seconds later I was throwing up the school dinner I'd eaten less than half an hour earlier. It must have barely got into my stomach because the whole lot reappeared looking pretty much the same. When I was satisfied it had all come up I flushed, quickly cleaned myself up at the sink, and went back to class.
From then on, if I felt sick after lunch I would be throwing up my school dinner in the afternoon in the girls' toilets. If the toilets were fairly busy I managed to find a spot outside at the back of the school buildings where I could hide and be sick on the grass, and somehow I was never caught. It got to the point where I could be sick really quickly, wipe my face and be back at my desk in about five minutes. I knew I had to eat at school else people would get suspicious, but somehow no one found out I was being sick during my afternoon lessons. I would eat larger amounts at home in the evening (nothing wrong with my mum's cooking!) to compensate for it.
I eventually began to strangely enjoy the feeling of being sick at school, and it actually felt kind of naughty sneaking off to the toilets or to my spot outside to be sick (I was careful not to do it outside too often in case someone saw the vomit). I continued to do it on and off throughout my high school years.
Happy to talk and answer any questions
Lynn.
If the school food was making you nauseous, something to do would to let people seeing you vomit. After they see it, tell them the school food is making you sick. This might not only get the school to get better food, but, your parents might finally have a lunch ready for you to take.
I was never sick naturally from it though, it just used to make me feel sick, so I couldn't really force myself to vomit in front of others. I just wanted to make myself feel better, and after a while it began to feel quite naughty sneaking out of lessons to be sick.
Lynn.