Can’t stop masturbating

Im a married woman that has gained a few pounds in recent years and I love everything about my body I’m 250 pds currently and love being a lazy fat unattractive housewife.
My husband and I have ** very regularly and he has never mentioned my weight gain before he even says I look nice when we go out.
Only thing is, in recent years, he prefers ** most of the tIme, I didn’t think much of it as it always feels good to me but
After ** with me one night he thought I was asleep and I crept down stairs and saw him masturbating crazily over a ** naked on the computer screen. I was so shocked as I always thought I satisfied him, luckily he didn’t see me and I went back to bed and it then occurred to me that he doesn’t want to see my fat belly saggy ** and my double chin this is why he positions me away from him. He used to go down on me and now he never does he is just having ** with me to give me my ** and his done his real ** is later!
Now I could have tried to loose weight and be more attractive again but I’m so lazy and I love how my weight gain feels. So instead I keep hiding and eating late at night and I ** all the time. I belly play, I ** in my car, in the shower, garage, shed where ever I can and when ever I can. The fatter I get the more I ** I don’t know why? Is it because I feel rejected and I now resort to this? Who knows?
My Mother in law even said to me alone that her and the family noticed I’ve put on a lot of weight and she thought I should try to loose some to get back to how I used to be as it would be better for my marriage!
I do feel selfish that my husband can only get off after he has ** with his wife that let herself go to the point that he has to flog off afterwards to a computer screen. I just hope he doesn’t get tired of my unattractiveness and leave me but how long can this continue?

Related Posts

More Related Posts