Gay Self Realization
I'm an older man who has always been sexually...reserved, for lack of a better word. My early life was filled with awkward, unsatisfying relationships with women. Later in life I started masturbating to gay ** and even sucked a few **. I came to fantasize about men more and more. I have always been very discreet about it though in order to hide it from family and friends; however, I feel as though it's time for me to just admit to myself I'm gay. I like men. This anonymous posting may be as far as I go in my desire to live an openly gay life, but it's a pretty big step for me.
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FL...Tampa. You.
Pretty much the same. Where do you live?