I've never been a risk taker. I've never smoked, I've never done drugs. Although I like the feeling alcohol gives me, I've never been to a party, I've barley made out with a guy, let alone had a successful relationship. I understand my woes are nothing to compare to some others, but this is my life, and I want to make something of it. Making something of it could either mean having a fulfilling life by being who I want to be, a healthy successful person, or living life to the fullest. (I just had a thought, that being healthy could also include being open minded...) But my point is, I'm afraid I'll have no stories to tell my grand kids, and being young, isn't this the time to go crazy and be stupid? When I get older, I probably won't want to be like that. Should I take the opportunities I get and go for it? Or am I just asking these questions to decide if I should support entertainment for my slightly creepy imaginary grandkids?