I want a black man who will do everything I tell him. I want him to never call me or look for me. When I go see him I want him to be there just waiting to be my slave. I want him to be so obsessed with me but so afraid to blow it that he does not risk anyone finding out. Everytime we make love I will rub his s**** all over me as if it were the finest fragrance. A love like this would never be accepted in my town but they will never know because we will keep our love secret from the world. Maybe one day I will release a secret video for anonymous eyes. First I need to find a willing participant in this exciting new fantasy.