I was sexually abused when I was a little girl. It haunts me, and I am now fifteen. I am still very much afraid of older guys. I used to cry and hurt myself every time I messed around with someone.

But the thing that bothers me the most, that I have never told anyone, is that the abuse never hurt. It felt good. I hate myself because of this. I feel like f****** scum.

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  • You should molest children you will feel much better about urself

  • I am sorry that you were hurt by that. I love little girls and their sweet little bodies, but I don't touch them because I do love them and could never hurt them. I wish you were with me. I would love you and help you to trust again. Take care of yourself and focus on your education and making yourself better.

  • all of you get over it and send all of your little kids to me and i will show them all the right thing that no one show you and i f*** there hairless p**** holes so hard they wiil not be able to walk
    any tween or preteen girls

  • i was also abused as a child ages 5 thru 10 it didnt hurt and he threatened to kill me if i told i was so scared that i might make him mad and he would really hurt me so i told myself to keep quiet when i got a little olderit happened so often i stopped ' fighting' it and and relaxed enough to enjoy it i feel sick and twisted about it all but i realized i was just making the best of a horrible situation. Ppl say some horrid things but until they have been in that situation their opinions shouldnt matter

  • "used to" you're 15!? other than that time you were abused, now is when you should be starting to do those things... when did you start doing these things on your own? when you were 10?

  • OP here, i'm not a lesbian, but I am bisexual. Good call, haha...

  • Hi,
    You are not to blame, you are not scum.
    you need to get into therapy so you can get rid of the quilt.


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