dirty secrets
i was 15 on the Internet. I was in a teen chatroom when an older guy said I talked like a girl. He started to talk dirty to me and I thought it was a joke. I ended up getting aroused and he told me of an IRC chatroom called #gaydads4sons that I could do the samething in. I ended up going to that chatroom and having more cybersex, phone **, and eventually met a guy online on two occassions.
I met a guy in another state that offered me a job doing computers. I had gay roommates for two years.
I was afraid that I was gay and slept with a lot of girls to prove to myself I wasn't gay.
I eventually ended up meeting 3 guys on the Internet and a couple guys at a bath house because I was so fed up with the Internet ** off sessions.
As long as you are the one being sucked on, then you are not gay so don't worry about it. Just enjoy.