Nothing is as it seems

I am a nice guy will go the extra mile for anyone always smile always kind but thats the man i have become the person i was was a peice of garbage. when i was a little boy i used to live in a brick home where my w**** of a mother rasied children with disabilties these where awesom kids i know that now. Back then I was mean there was this one girl when we palyed outside i would climb up into our tree fort and play she could climb but not very well. one day she would not get out of my way so i pushed her down from the fort it was a 4 foot drop but i know it still had to hurt she climbed back up and i did it agian...after the second push i never did it agian. later in the year durring the summer my mom went out to the "store" but she really went out to cheat on my father. her words still ring in my ear "im going out watch the house" i was like ok what ever silver hawks is on. that little girl i told you about found a way to get out of the back door and into our back yard. there was a little fence around our pool but she figured out how to climb it. my mom returned after about 4 hours and when she rounded us up for dinner that little girl was no where to be found. we all rushed abd looked everywhere for her but no one found her till i was running by the pool and looked in...i found her and screamed my mom dove in and pulled her out i watched hergive her cpr i ran and called the cops and tried to get help. that day my mind split i was never the same. i deserve to burn in h*** for what i did and when i die that is where i will go with out asking i just want to tell that girl how sorry i am and that i will burn so long as she knows i was stupied and untill that day comes i will live my life for others.

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  • i don't think you'll burn. you were a child and didn't have the kind of judgment an adult would. i really think you'll be forgiven. i prayed for you anyway. You can't change what happened. My prayer was for you to be able to forgive yourself.

  • Thank you for your confession.

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