20 year old mom
I dont have my son anymore yet I still tell people I do so that they dont judge me. Even my boyfriend of six months has never met my son because even he doesnt know that I havent seen my 2 year old son in almost 9 months. I missed his second birthday, instead I got s*** faced drunk and cried alone. I feel like such a terrible mother, because i know that by the time i get my s*** together he wont even remember who I am. I missed his first words and him growing up, I cant even explain the heartbreak and tears that I shead on a daily basis. Three weeks ago I signed over custody to my parents, Im scared I wont ever get him back.