it doesn't matter how many times, or in how many ways you will never ever know how much i care about you. i could do any vast gesture of romance, like that perfect first date that you told me about, or leaning how to dance because you told me there was nothing more attractive then a man that can dance, and you would just tell me that your flattered like you tell me every time. i don't want you to be flattered, i want you to feel the way i feel when i see you, or when you tell me something you like, or when you try to teach me words in hebrew, or try to teach my how to dance. i told you before that i was baffled that guys would just toss you to the side, i would never even think about treating you that way. i want you to let me love you. sometimes it feels like i need it, but as long as your happy without me, or with someone else, i will wait for you. and ill let out my emotions on silly confession websites like this one.