Just a hook up?
First of all im 17, female and a virgin. I had to confess this online as i feel i cant tell my friends about this because i am truely ashamed about how i have been used - and i know there may be some comments calling me a s*** but they are going to help me now so if u are gunna call me a s*** dont bother.
About 3 months ago i finally confessed to the guy i liked that i had feelings for him and then he replied by telling me he had feelings for me. Then he convinced me to have phone s** with him. Then a week later after we had had phone s** a couple more times he confesses to me that he likes another girl. I was ok with i but then he chooses another girl and another girl over me while still saying he likes me but does not want to destroy our friendship by having a relationship with me. About a month ago he fell for another girl and i that point i stopped taking his calls because all he would do was say how the was so beautiful and perfect.
2 days ago he called me again saying how he really did like me and how the other girl rejected him and we had phone s** again.
I believe i am just not good enough for him as he likes beuatiful girls and i just cant live up to that. I dont know how to explain to him how i feel about it because he is my friend and i dont want to hurt his feelings and (as pathetic as it is) i like someone paying attention to me.