Watching ** with family?

When i was 12,dad left me and mom for another woman,so it was just me and her.At 14,i was somewhat boy crazy and mom had the talk with me.She actually told me that giving a boy oral ** is better than losing my virginity and keeps girls pure.We watched a few ** films where girls were giving guys ** and swallowing the guys **! The thought of taking a boys hard ** into my mouth and sucking it was repulsive!My First Holy Communion was comming up that spring in May,and mom told me that since i would be dressed like a bride,it would be a goodtime to give my first oral **! That sunday morning in may,mom dressed me in the required white,poofy,short sleeve,knee length communion dress and veil with the lace socks and white shoes and under my dress,the required cloth diaper,rubberpants and tee shirt.After my party was over the 16 year old neighbor boy came over and mom took my dress off of me,then i got on my knees and he shoved his hard ** into my mouth.I worked my head back and forth and a few minutes later he came in my mouth and i gagged! I finially swallowed his **! From then on,i give ** to guys to save my virginity!

I used to watch ** by myself and start playing with myself. Until my brother heard it and came into my room at an inopportune moment, I was too far gone to stop. He got his ** out and I got on my knees. Then I made him ** me off. Noe we never watch ** alone. But he is also hoping to do mum.

LoL I'm actually jealous LoL
One on my best friend's and I would sneak in her laptop to look at those kind of online vids during sleepovers at her house. My parents would have killed me had they known. It was how we had any questions we ever had about doing stuff and about touching ourselves answered to the fullest 😜